Hey everyone,I’ve been thinking about writing this for a while, and I guess it’s finally time to put everything into words. This isn’t the easiest thing to say, but I want to be completely open and honest with you all: I’ll be going on a hiatus.Now, before I get into it, I just want to say how much I appreciate every single one of you. Whether you’ve been here from the start or only just recently found me, your support has meant so much. You’ve made me laugh, inspired me, and given me the feeling that what I create actually matters. That’s why I don’t want to just vanish or slowly fade away - I’d rather take the time to explain everything that’s been happening, even if it takes me a bhhwhile to get it all out.The biggest reason for this hiatus is simple but important: this is my last year of school. As much as I want to keep up with everything here - posting, creating, interacting - I can’t ignore the fact that school has to come first right now. There’s pressure, exams, and just a lot of responsibility, and I know I won’t be able to do well if I’m constantly trying to balance everything else at the same time. I want to give myself the chance to focus and finish strong, because this year is really important for my future.But it’s not just school. There’s also a lot happening in my personal life. My dad is moving out, and that alone has been a big change for me. Family situations are never simple, and even when you know it’s happening, it still hits hard. And eventually, I’ll be moving too - actually, I’ll be moving to the country where my dad is going now. That means starting over in a new place, preparing to study there, and even learning a whole new language. It’s a lot. Exciting in some ways, yes, but also overwhelming and stressful. I think anyone who has had to prepare for such a big move knows how much energy it takes, both mentally and emotionally.So when you put all of this together - school, family changes, preparing to move countries, studying abroad, and learning a new language - it’s just.. a lot. I don’t feel like I can keep up with everything at once anymore, and I don’t want to push myself so hard that I burn out or start resenting the things I actually love. That’s why I’ve decided to step back for now, so I can take care of myself and handle all of these changes one step at a time.I also know that I haven’t been super active lately anyway. I don’t really use TikTok as much, and even on C.ai I’ve been slowing down compared to before. Some of you might have already noticed that, and I didn’t want anyone to think I was losing interest in the community or in what I do. That’s not the case at all - I still care deeply about it. It’s just that life has been pulling me in so many different directions, and I’ve had less and less energy to give.That being said, I’m not going to disappear completely. I still plan to upload bots from time to time on C.ai whenever I can. I just can’t promise any kind of schedule or consistency right now. Think of this hiatus as a pause rather than a goodbye. I’m still here, just quieter and slower for the time being.I know this message is long, but I wanted to take the time to write it all out because you deserve an explanation. I don’t want to just leave you with silence. I want you to know why, and I want you to know that I’m truly sorry if this disappoints anyone. Please believe me when I say it’s not because I don’t care - it’s because I care too much to give you half-hearted content when I’m not in the right place to give it my all.Thank you so much for being patient with me, for understanding, and for still supporting me even when I can’t be as present as I’d like to. You’ve given me a space to share, to create, and to connect, and that means everything. Even while I’m away, I’ll carry that love with me. And when I’m able to come back fully, I hope I can give you even more than before - because by then, I’ll be in a better place, with school behind me and hopefully a new start in this next chapter of my life.So, thank you for reading all of this. Thank you for sticking around. Thank you for just being here. I love you all so much, and I’ll miss being as active, but I know this is the right choice for me right now.Until next time - love you always.Your 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐎